The pile of muck on the sidewalk was smaller, but there was still a lot of it to clean up. I spent the entire day shoveling, lifting, dumping and repeating it again. When I am a working I usually listen to music. Sometimes I think about recent events in my life. Today I keep thinking about the experience of the night before. It was a short thirty minutes, and only two words, but they were meaningful. “Fuck Me”. I used to say those words when something bad happened to me. Like hitting my hand with a hammer while driving a stake in the ground. Oh fuck me. Or I shoveling dirt and it misses the bag and falls on the ground. Oh fuck me. Or someone walks by and gives me a dirty look, like why did you make a big mess. I didn’t asshole. It just happened, now I am here. Oh just fuck me. In addition I say fuck me to Tuesday. Not that I could fuck anyone all day to Tuesday, but in this meaning of the word, yes probably I just fucked to every Tuesday, all the time. But today is different, because of who said “Fuck Me”. It was a hot naked skinny woman with small tits, saying those words, because it was the time to fuck her. Today every time I would have said fuck me, I smiled, and realized I was saying “Fuck Me”.
As I have said, physical exercise makes me want to fuck. I wasn’t quite ready to go back and fuck a stranger. My girl friend is quite pretty. She has nice big round breast, with large nipples. They are fun to suck. When we first got together we had sex at least once a day, sometimes two times and on special occasions three times in a day. As time went on, sex occurs once a week, usually on Thursday. Then the frequency dwindled to twice a month, and now it is about once a month. It is usually pretty good sex, especially if she initiates. If I initiate it it is ok but I can tell she just wants to get it over and sleep. Today I am horny, and want to fuck her. I suggest that we take a bath and go to bed. When I get into bed, I gently massage her back. She always wears a lot sleeping clothes. I slide my hand up her back and gently down to the top of her butt. Back and forth up and down. I really rub her neck and shoulders, releasing her stress. I lean down over her back and kiss it. I kiss her back down to her butt. I pull at her pants with my teeth, pulling them like a dog. I pull her pants off completely. She says it’s cold, and then lean over and I kiss her butt. She doesn’t really like that, but she knows that I will flip her over and suck her pussy, which she says don’t do it, but doesn’t stop me. I like it when she starts to move, really getting into the movement of my tongue on her clit. She then says jelly. I get the jelly out put some on my penis, then the remainder in her pussy. I spread her legs, and the slowly stick her with my hard dick. I say to her. Fuck me. I smile. It is I am the one fucking her, but the words have a positive effect. She starts to move her hip’s together with my thrusts. She pulls me down so I can I can kiss her tits. I am just about to cum, and she stops me and has me turn over with me sitting up. She straddles me and slips her cunt over my dick. She starts to move up and down. Now she is fucking me. I usually don’t cum very quickly when she does this. I suck one tit, and then the other. She likes it when I take something like her shirt and tie it around her breasts and use that to hold her as she leans back humping my dick. Eventually she cums, and I flip her back on the bed and just pump her as hard and as fast as I can. I explode, and then collapse on her. I let my penis become softer, and pull it out. I really hate the jelly drying on my penis. I get up and go to the bathroom and wipe my dick off. I go back to bed. Time to sleep. Yes, “fuck me” has a different meaning now.
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