I wake up thinking about that woman yesterday. It seems like we have a good sexual connection but I am unsure if I want to see her again. There are things that don’t seen quite right. She is a bit dry. We don’t talk too much. It has been just sex, but yesterday she mentioned that she would teach me how to tell if a woman is horny, and how to make her cum. I wonder if she has a special secret knowledge that will instantly make me a better lover. I would also like someone to practice me giving a massage. I am trying to give a really delightful massage. The only way to do this is to practice. What better way to practice is with a stranger. I decide that I will not ghost her.
She texts me late in the afternoon, “where are you? I want to see you at 8 pm.” I think about the text. I don’t want to appear too excited, as in truth, I am not. I wait a bit thinking about if I should respond or not. Then I write, “I will be back to my place at 830. You don’t have to come if you are too tired.” She texts back immediately, “ I will take shower. No, I am not tired. See you soon.”
Ok, she is coming tonight. I need to by some ky lubricant. I stop by the pharmacy. I ask for it, as I don’t see it on the shelves. The pharmacist, an old man looks at me and smiles. He must be thinking an another old man has found the dryness of old age sex partners. Or perhaps he is just thinking of his youth when this was a new discovery for him. I pay and leave the store. I stop at a small cafe and get a fish dinner. I end up drinking a couple of glasses of wine as well.
I get back to the room. I shower, pick up my things. I prepare my wallet with some cash to give her. As long as I am paying,it seems like it is not anything special. I put the condom and the ky lubricant next to the bed on the table. I am ready for her. It is 830 and I get a text from her. “I don’t see you by the gate. Are you there?” I leave my room to go to the gate. She must be thinking that I stood her up tonight. Perhaps I showed signs of my reluctance. I go to the gate, and she is standing by her motorcycle looking at her phone.
I go to her, and she grabs my hand. We walk to my room hand in hand. I am leading, but she knows the way. It is s precursor of the coming evening events.
We enter my room. She takes off her jacket and hugs me. I feel my penis get hard. I move away a bit. I say, “ I want to give you a massage.” She takes off her clothes, and lays down on the edge of the bed. Her skin is smooth. Her torso is short, and her legs are even shorter. She is probably about a foot shorter than me. I cover her with a large tan towel. I give her a preliminary rub through the towel. I lift the cover over her legs and massage her feet and legs. I had read about a kneading motion on the interior of the thighs is an efficient way to soften a woman. I spend a bit of time massaging her thighs, and breaking it up with long strokes down her legs to her feet. I cover her legs and open the towel on her back. I spread oil all up and down her back including her butt and the sides of her torso. I feel the cleavage of her butt checks. It is funny how similar they are to breasts.
When I was a child, I often heard adults talking about men who preferred breasts or those who preferred butts, or legs. I never heard them say, I like her face. In reality, it is the face that we fall in love with. The curves of the body, are all so similar. Skin over muscles, fat and bones. I guess I am a face guy. This woman has an interesting face. She has long cheeks. Her facial skin is much darker than her butt. She almost looks like a native person from Central America.
I think about some odd things when I am giving a massage. Most of the time I am lost in moving my hands in time with the music, along the shapes of the body. I am not sexually turned on by just skin. There has to be something else. I am not sure what it is that turns my mind to sex. What is it, that just gives me a bonner that will not stop. Probably it has nothing to do with my mind. It is probably my body hydration level. Sometimes I cannot cum because in need to drink water. Sometimes I have too much wafer and I need to pee while fucking. If I am actively fucking my boner doesn’t get soft, only harder, and no release. Then I can I have a hard on for 30 to 60 minutes. I have to take breaks, but the penis remains hard. I am not sure if a woman wants to be fucked for a half an hour or longer in multiple positions. Most porn videos are only fifteen minutes or at the most 30 minutes. Most of my sexual adventures last less than fifteen minutes. Working up to a sexual adventure will take longer if you want to know the person. Sometimes you just learn about the person and never get to sex. I think that happens most of the time with me. So many girlfriends, few sexual partners.
I got done with my massage of her. She sits up on the bed. I asked her, “what is that makes a woman cum?” She says, “one finger right here,” and she places my middle finger on the middle of her vagina. she says, “move it slowly and gently”. I do what she says. I ask her, “Tell me when you like it and let me know if you want to change something.” She readjusts my finger. She moves it up and presses on it. She says, “I told you yesterday everything about how to please a woman. Slow and not fast.” I think to myself, you mean there is not some secret hand hold, or universal position that makes every woman go crazy. I keep touching her moving my hand as she directs. My finger falls into the opening of her vagina. It is still s bit dry, but it is open. Eventually the opening is wide enough for two fingers. I figure that if two fingers can fit comfortably, she is open wide enough for my penis. She starts to change positions as if we were going to fuck. I didn’t feel that she climaxed. I say,”wait, I want you to cum.” She relaxes and lays back on the bed. I kiss her breast as I finger her crotch. Climaxing is probably something that she imagines in her mind. I am enjoying touching her, and feeling her move, but I don’t think it is me that is causing her to climax. It is moment that we are sharing together, with our individual thoughts. She pulls my hand away. I ask, “ are you ok” she says, “I just cummed. My body is tingling all over. It tickles when you touch my body.” She leans over me and hugs and holds me. I hold her gently back. I think that I want to fuck her in a couple different ways. I have a fantasy of bondage of her arms spread out so she can’t touch me, but it seems a bit too much like rape, so I leave this as a fantasy. After about ten minutes of us holding each other, she moves her hand to my penis. It gets hard. I reach over and get a condom and the ky. She stops me putting on the condom, and she leans over and starts to suck my penis. It feels so nice. She seems like she enjoys it, although I am paranoid about getting a std from mouth to penis. I pull her head up and reach for the condom and the lubricant. I open the package and she takes the condom from me and slides it on. She applies a little lubricant to the hard penis. She lays back on the bed. I lean I over her with my arms supporting my body weight. Only my penis touches her, and it slides into her. Her legs are spread wide. I lower my waist on toner crotch. I move slowly back snd forth never really moving my crotch away from hers. It seems like I am just pushing her whole body further into the bed, and as I lift my body up her body comes with it, being connected crotch to crotch. Probably this would not look good in a sex video, but it felt good to me, and it seemed like she really liked it. As I wasn’t moving in and out too fast, it was like resting pause during running when you slow down to a jog. I want to cum, so I pick up the pace of my thrusts. I start to sweat. I feel more friction on my penis so I stop and pull out. I put more lubricant on my penis. I motion for her to turn over. She turns over with her knees on the bed and her hands holding her up. A table top position in yoga. Doggie style in other terms. I kneel on my knees between her legs.
I stick my penis between her legs,and she takes her right hand up to guide it into her. She puts her hand down on the bed. I really want to cum. I am supper hard. My crotch is firmly attached to her butt. I am moving her whole body back and forth. I am sweating and it is dripping on her back. I really want to cum. I am realizing that I have to pee. My bladder is full, and I have a double hard on. I will not be able to cum, but I will try. I pick up my pace of thrusts. I am in and out of her so my crotch is slapping her but with every thrust. It is making odd sound. Not like a hand hitting g a butt, or two hands clapping. It it’s a distinct sound. I like it. I realize that there may only be one way for me to cum. That is to lay her on her back and thrust like crazy. I pull out of her. She turns over. She sees that I am still as hard as a rock, and she spreads her legs for me. I lean over her, snd thrust in and out. I am making that slapping sound. I want to cum but my bladder is going to win about what comes out first. I pull out of her. I lay by. Her side. I said, “I will not be able to cum. Sorry. It is just the way my body is today.” She says, “It is ok.” She hugs me. I hug her back. My penis is still hard with the condom wrapped tightly around it. We lay there five minutes. Our breathing matches each other in a cool down phase. I say,” I have to pee, that is why I couldn’t cum” I get up and go to the bathroom. I get into the showers and run a could shower on my hard penis. As it get soft, I take the condom off, snd finally I start to pee. It is really nice to pee in the shower. I come out of the bathroom snd she comes in after me. She pees, and then she gets in the shower and washes her crotch. She comes out of the bathroom. I am getting dressed. She looks at me questioning. She says, “I came twice”. I ask her, “Do you want to go again for a third time? I have peed so I am ready.” She says, “I told you I am all tingling afterwards. Tomorrow, I give you a massage.” She gets dressed. As she is getting her purse, I give her some money, about the same I had given her the day before. She says, “thank you.” I walk with her out to her motorcycle. She gives me a hug before getting on.
I walk back to my room. I still want to cum, but maybe there are other reasons why I didn’t cum. I think even though I didn’t cum, we both had a good time. I remember a conversation with a woman friend. She said she was surprised when she discovered that men fake an orgasim. I didn’t fake anything today. It was nice to just do what we did.
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