Usually I have an unlimited amount of of sexual energy. For the past few days I have absolutely no physically desire for sex. I think that I want sex, or even just give myself some self love. Nothing happens. I took a look at some of my favorite porn sites. Nothing made me in even the little bit excited. Just a small pieces of limp meat between my legs. Instead of instrument of pleasure, it is just part of the body used to eliminate urine. Probably, I have my first experience erectile disfunction. I assume it happens to everyone, unless they die young. I have often thought that dying during sex would be fun, but really that would be annoying for everyone involved, and probably a painful way to die unless it was timed exactly to the final ejaculation. A final thrust and spasm, then fall to the side and fall asleep or fall dead, with the heart stopping right then.
I don’t plan on dying that way. I also don’t think I have an incurable problem. I just need rest, exercise, good food, and some excellent stimulation. Right now I have been lacking all three. I try to take a nap, I can’t fall asleep. I look at some porn. Nothing really gets me going. I decide that this would be a good time to test if stimulation would work.
I get in the car and go to the massage place that has always offer of sex sometime during the massage. I get there and go inside. A young Asian woman in a short dress and breasts sticking out of her top. Yes. She is a good stimulus. She takes me back a room. She ask how long of time do I want. Thirty or sixty minutes. I pay her for sixty minutes. She leaves, and I get undressed and lay on the table. I put the towel over my butt. She comes in and adjusts the towel so it covers my legs and my butt is exposed. She rubs my beck, then my arms. She pulls off the towel completely and massages my legs. She is getting very close to my upper inner thigh. I feel my penis getting hard. Ok. I am not completely finished. She continues her leg massage. Instead of turning me off and grabbing my penis ,she continues to massage my legs. She pounds the bottom of my feet. She goes and gets a warm towel. She comes back and wipes me down. I turn over. She doesn’t have a towel over me. She doesn’t notice that my dick is as soft as it could be be. She asks if I want chick a chickee? She makes the motion of fucking. I say, “yes, but my tool is not working.” I point at my limp dick. She says, “give me a tip, now” I said, “ok, just give me a massage.” She didn’t look happy, but she finished the massage using the whole time. She leaves the room and I get dressed. I still give her a little tip on the way out. I said I am sorry it didn’t turn out well. She smiled when she saw the money. She said come again, but I don’t think she would want to waste time on a guy who didn’t tip well. Having sex with men provides the most tip with the minimum of work.
So something is not right. It is probably me, but maybe if the woman had done something else to stimulate me. I don’t know. Probably I will find out in the next few weeks.
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